Carry On

Why am I so mad 
It was me 
All I wanted 
Was to break free
From Insecurities 

Still you doubt my sincere motive 
Your silence, my new found enemy 
Keeping quiet you have chosen 
To keep me stranded hopelessly 

Punishment has found me
My heart's breaking  
Afar you despise me 
Incomprehensible aching 

I've said my peace 
I've paid my time 
I'll always regret 
That you aren't mine 

Now I'm sitting high with a story to tell
Of the one who has cast a spell 
And locked me up far away 
With rooted feelings of dismay 

The new me is shining free 
The chains have broken 
In my heart you'll always be 
The one who's too out spoken 

You're the one I wrote about 
And that's all you'll ever be 

Isn't it funny how 
doing the right thing 
Has only made you hate me