Cliff of life

I'm holding onto the rope 
I look up and see the edge of the cliff that I wish I was on 
then down at the river flowing underneath me
Stuck in this spot of tiredness, defeat, betrayal, loss
I don't know where to go or what to do 
Do I yell? Scream and cry for help? Will someone see me? Will I finally be seen by the world that's all around me however always has something better to be doing? 
But then I realize that's useless
the world is trapped in selfishness and conceided people so I don't expect someone to come rushing to rescue me
So I try to use my strength to pull myself back to safety but realize I am not strong enough
I need help
I need to be saved from my cliff.