Dark Head Space

It started off, all peaches and cream, 
But my frustrations, just makes me wanna scream, 
My head hurts, and my heart is sore, 
I don't see you like i did before. 

CHORUS 
I am dark, I'm in a dark head space, 
You wouldn't know I'm there, by looking at my face, 
I see the light and it beckons me, 
I know that equal love doesn't come for free. 

I said to myself, that I need a knife, 
But I will leave this place, before i end my life, 
You always hear what I said, but never to what I am saying, 
I don't understand the game that you are playing. 

CHORUS 
I am dark, I'm in a dark head space, 
You wouldn't know I'm there, by looking at my face, 
I see the light and it beckons me, 
I know that equal love doesn't come for free. 

I'm stuck here, I can't go anywhere, 
And by your confidence, you really do not care, 
So I am just living, I'm really not alive, 
I see a tall building, and want to take a dive. 

CHORUS 
I am dark, I'm in a dark head space, 
You wouldn't know I'm there, by looking at my face, 
I see the light and it beckons me, 
I know that equal love doesn't come for free. 

I am really wishing, underneath my breath, 
That you'd exit this world, in a fiery death, 
I really hate your face, and the way you moan, 
I am dreaming of the day, that i am all alone. 

CHORUS 
I am dark, I'm in a dark head space, 
You wouldn't know I'm there, by looking at my face, 
I see the light and it beckons me, 
I know that equal love doesn't come for free. 

But if i didn't have you, I'd probably be lost, 
Even though sometimes I think your heart is frost, 
I'm sure that you do love me, somewhere deep inside, 
Your anger and bitchiness, makes your true feelings hide.