Dear future husband

Curiosity has been taking its peek way too
much lately,
looking for assurance............in your
existence,
I wonder what you look like from a distance,
I wonder if I will notice you at first glance,
They say the heart knows even at first dance,
I haven't been lucky when it comes to romance,
but I still hope you are a man of standard
and elegance,
I know this may sound like just utter nonsense,
but this is my way of finding balance..........in
my reluctance,
I hope you'll be my summer solstice...........in
this life's glimpse,
My reassurance...................in this world of
noncompliance,
When we meet either by coincidence, circumstance
or accidence,
I promise to give you my audience and please show
me your benevolence,
In return I will be your consistence...........in
our coexistence,
and your love's radiance