Dissolutioned

Seeing what is not there . Paying for her tummy tuck , sleeping by her side , being a poppa to those girls, you have made your bed .I get Nothing no ride in your vehicle , or any other gesture of love . For you knock on the lounge window then creep into my bedroom , expect two hands on your penis just one of the things I let happen to this cold beggar can't be chooser . Seeing what is not there , figured out that it's convenience that brings you here . Only my insecurities to blame , old emotions set a flame . Your only taking advantage , your not here to listen or learn . I have to go back to being lonely . I have get away from my dissolutioned love for you .