DESPAIR HAS FOUND ME...

Dear Lord, today, I'm at the bottom of despair

And this medical ignorance is keeping me here

Each day I face the pain these doctors have caused

By this chemical, haze that creates more mental fog

Dear Lord in heaven will this nightmare ever end?

Despair is becoming my only friend

I keep reaching out, but there's no hand to hold 

My life is being torn apart as my heart grows cold 

Dear Lord, you helped me survive these medical crimes 

How do I make up for the losses this time?

When the darkness fills my mind, I get to see 

How my rights and my freedom are taken from me

Please, God, keep me strong for my faith

Help me remove these locks from my mind's gate

For I've lost my children, my family, my home 

I still hear echo's from the crimes these doctors have done 

How can my heart forgive these losses and deeds

And how will I plant hope with life renewal seeds

I need to start again, I need to find firmer ground

God give me the strength to turn this despair around

Lord, hear my plea, because, I'm so lost today 

And my heart cannot cry this hurt or silence away 

Don't let me lose what I have finally found 

Please give me the courage to turn this despair around….

(c) Giggles the Poet 

October 8, 2015  2:57 p.m. 

Remember angels, as sadness comes...so shall it go.....