Free write #1

Like damn I’m speechless
Where did you come from, the sky?
Who can’t honestly be more blessed,
Than having you by their side?
Knowing that you really love me,
Shows me that God really does
Giving me the greatest gift ever seen
Like damn I feel like I carry his blood!
To me you are every person on this earth,
Because you fulfill my world
You’re the last jewel in the dirt
In the last clam, the last pearl
You are my all
My knife when I sin
My lift when I fall
My ending when I begin
When something is unclear
You’re the understanding 
You’re my shield, my gear
To stop that bullet from landing
I’m forever a warrior
But you are my peace
I’ll never bow to another destroyer,
My queen to you I retreat
You drain my powers,
My weaknesses and anger
As I feel pleasant as a flower
Trusting you because my soul you’ll never endanger 
You’re a life changer 
And I’m glad I wasn’t a stranger
You’re the energy of my every thought 
If it’s something negative I already forgot
You must be a welder
Because you continue to mold me together
You’re my foundation, my helper
How do we stand without each other?
I’m currently free writing
I can definitely continue
Just had to show you these feelings ain hiding
And I conclude with I love you and miss you?