From your worst

I came into your life when you were at your worst,
       Neither of us the voice of loved so versed.
We came together, matured and slowly became our peak,
       Oh, the sounds of young love made us so weak.
With maturity, college came to you ringing,
       While my last year of high school kept me thinking.
Only an hour away so near yet so daunting,
       If only I knew our future would be haunting.
That year came and went through school, works, and my country duty,
       Fights, arguments, and soon lost memories but nevertheless us so truly.
My second freshman year through me so wild,
       Maybe in part because you started treating me like an infant child.
More arguments just to be made up at our first sights in the bedroom,
       Nothing could save us from our relationship in such a tomb.
At the beginning of the end, your heart shattered,
       I thought I could find someone new like you never even mattered.
Harsh on my part, yes that is true,
       Don’t worry my pain would come when the time was due.
It only came to me when you gave me back that ring my symbol of our future,
       With that move, I felt my body drop to the arctic temperature.
From your ex, me, the new, me, newer and gone,
       I felt the darkness is where I belong.
Alone, my depression, anger, and mental stability slowly worsen,
       I started doing things that no longer made me a person,
I’m not the first to struggle with these sins,
       I noticed that I was given these by my kin.
However, time is valued and I’ve valued these dimes,
       This is all I have to say, until our next time.