Guilty

16 with no hope,
How am I to do better for him?
8 weeks, that's all I have.

16 with a drug problem,
how am I to be enough for him?
7 weeks, that's all I have.

16 with a doctors appointment,
How am I to be better than them for him?
6 weeks, that's all I have.

16 with a baby on the way,
How am I to love him when I can't love me?
5 weeks that's all I have. 

16 with my mind made up.
How am to say goodbye to the love of my life before we ever even met?
3 weeks, that's all I have.

16 and alone,
How am I to go on without him?
I've run out of time.