Hidden

There was nothing to hold onto
But so much to let go
Your lies are the truth I hide
Only you don’t listen 
So you will never know
Over the years I forgot everything you did
Yet I still remember everything you didn’t
See half of my regrets are the things 
That I said
The other half are the things that I didn’t say

You lied enough to hide that truth
No truths were ever good enough
To hide that lie
Now you’ve lost your own daughter
It hurt me to say goodbye
You taught me how I shouldn’t be loved
You showed me how little I meant to you
My love for you grew small
Sometimes the darkness shows
How I was nothing to you
Nothing at all

See I don’t hold grudges
I remember facts
I remember all the shit you gave me 
That you can’t ever fix
You can’t take back.