HOPEFULLY
I hope that you're unhappy
I wish that you were dead...
Hopefully psychotic delusionsΒ
Dance inside your head...
I hope you contract herpes
I want you to bleed...
I hope you never find what you thinkΒ Β you need
I hope you fall madly in love,
no really I do
'Cause I hope he is abusive,
and he cheats on you...
You deserve nothing,
I pray that you go blind
I hope you keep suffering until you lose your mind...
I hope every choice you make turns out a big mistake
I hope each promise made to you the promise maker breaks...
I hope you know my hatred is true
Thank God they took my son from you...
I hope you feel guilty you should be ashamed
Thankfully it's my family that shares his last name...
I hope you feel worthless,
hopefully no one cares
I hope when you long comfort that no one ever dares...
Hopefully you understand what a bitch paybacks can be
I hope you are scared to death and you never live fear free
I hope you detest the life that you alone have built
while we're loved abundantly and are happy to the hilt...
I hope you know he's finally free
all safe and sound,
right here with me...
I hope through time
he will recover
Everybody knows you have failed asΒ a
friend,Β woman,
and mother...
Heidi Shavill
2011
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Comments
Wow so much pain, and anger. I've been there so many times in life.Β
I do hope that this isn't your pain. Hope it was just creative writing, but ifΒ
it is I do understand that pain very well. Such power in this but so much anger.
Many well blessing to you my friend, will follow you because you are the master of the lines you create, WELL DONE..Love the read my friend..Β
Thank you! It is a bit angry, and unfortunately there is an actual person it's aimed towards. My husband has a son with a crazy baby mama, she lost their son to social services 3 times before he got custody. So it's to her and I wrote it like I am him.Β Thank you for showing concern though I think that is great.
Phenomenal read I enjoyedΒ this immensely.
Thanks it's funny I have posted this on other forums and never received one comment. A ton of people read it but no one knew exactly what to say I spose..
It is how everyone feels when you get cheated it is how I felt