Horrible person

I feel like a horrible person
I dont do what i say i will
I break all my promises

Im not surprised
you left me standing still
Id say that im sorry

But not even i believe my words
I know how much it must hurt
Like im rubbing salt in your wounds

Trust me though
They will scar over soon

And yet
I still feel like a horrible person
I left a mark on your heart

If you dont forgive me
I will leave
Hopefully then you can breath
And restart

Please understand
I tried my best
Though
Thats what makes me a horrible person

Why dont you forget about me
Just go ahead and forget about me

Its for the best
You'll no longer have a weight on your chest