I can’t wait for the end of the world!

I want the Earth to crack open 

I want the red sky to fall
crushing all 

I want chaos personified 
the mountains to divide 
continents swept away by a tide 
and for Lucifer not to hide 

I want my body to deteriorate 
my bones crushed by Heaven’s weight 
the seas licked dry like a finished plate 
foreboding winds howling checkmate 
agony replaces man’s hate 

I don’t want this 

I don’t want to drown 
in thoughts 
I don’t want to suffer lots 
always in this state
I don’t want to suffocate   
on anxiety 
I don’t want to grasp after gaiety 
only to find despair 
I don’t want to live a nightmare 
when I’m still awake 

When I went to the lake 
my mind whirled 
as the bubbles impearled 

I can’t wait for the end of the world!