I don’t know what I’m doing... I don’t want to hurt you

“I can’t do this. I don’t know what I’m doing.”
        Desperate. Screaming.
“We’ll figure it out. When have we not?”
“I don’t want to hurt you”
        God. Anything but that. 
“And what about hurting yourself?”
        What an absurd thought. 
“I stopped caring about that a long time ago”
”I care about that. No matter if you do or don’t”