If I’d ran

If I’d ran away from this do you think I’d be here right now I know not 
If I’d ran away from this do you think I’d be able to talk about it I think not 

If you think I’ve been running away fuck your option as well you clearly haven’t seen the work I’ve put in just to be alive right now 
If you think I’ve been running away why do I have the scars from previous Times while I was processing the situation 

If I’d ran away from this do you think I’d be willing to share my story and prove I’m not defined by my past I know not 
If I’d ran away from this do you think I’d be ok to see myself as someone worth loving I think not 

If you think I’ve been running away screw you as the me I actually am know how hard she’s fought 
If you think I’ve been running away get out my life I’m not running I’m fighting and fighting harder than you know