I'll Always Remember

Memories are there to remind us of things we once appreciated.
A loss so terrifying it attacks our very core.
Thus, evolving the five stages of grief, denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance.
But it was she who taught us not to grieve.
To never deny what is happening. 
Not allow anger to control us emotionally.
By no means seize a bargain of what’s yet to come.
For we shall not feel depression, rather live life to the fullest.
However, it was her who taught us to accept the outcome.
 
Shari Marissa Nobile
January 25th, 2018
12:30 am
 
We lost someone worth remembering forever.
Someone who brightened up the darkest day
And even the greyest sky.
Like a rainbow after a darken rainy day;
Rare. Magical. Colorful. And Beautiful.
But it was your personality that always put a smile on our faces.
 
Age of 26
Sister
Daughter
Friend
The day we heard you were taken from us our hearts broke.
For a death of a friend, family member and sibling leave a void that cannot be filled.
But in life, no one stays forever.
May it be faith or just a change of heart.
You will always be the best memory never forgotten.
No farewells, and no time to say goodbye.
You are now in a better place.
 
Graduate.
Special Educator.
Career Woman.
Innovator.
 
One who lived by many inspiring quotes:
“Life is a gift, not a toy.”
“Life is short, live life to the fullest. Stay positive and never doubt yourself!”
“You can achieve … it’s up to you.”
“Confidence is beauty.”
“Get to know yourself to understand yourself.”
“Life is what you make it; take the good with the bad.”
 
Inspiring.
Heart Warming.
Kind.
Leader.
 
If our tears could build a stairway, and our memories a lane;
We would be able to walk right up to Heaven and bring you back.
To wake up every day wishing this is all but a terrible dream.
But it was real, and it hurts.
Keeping strong without any fear of lost time.
 
Live.
Appreciate.
Breathe.
Embrace.
 
I’ll always remember someone who was gorgeous inside and out.
Like a guardian angel sent from the Heavens.
Someone who shows us all true passion towards others.
Truly the only person whose outer beauty matched her inner beauty.
It was your strength, beauty and spirit that will never be forgotten.
 
Passionate.
Courageous.
Strong.
Will Minded.
 
They say time shall heal, but memories live on forever.
A remembrance so passionate that it opens your mind.
That remembrance of just hanging out.
All it took was a trip to the mall, three hours and a bag of popcorn.
Sitting there and talking about life, passions, past, present and future.
The best memory I will always remember and never forget.
Lost.
Shocked.
Saddened.
Coping.
 
Constantly asking the question, “Why?” over and over again.
But in life, bad things happen to good people.
Just trying to stay grounded; learning to slow down and take one moment at a time.
To feel helpless is no option …. Honoring your memory is the greatest alternative ….
One symbolic keepsake that valued our friendship.
A single paperback book called, “The Giver”.
Because that’s who you were.
 
Everlasting.
Never Forgetting.
Remembering.
Honoring.
 
Reminding myself
I’ll Always Remember ….
I’ll Always Remember ….
I’ll …. Always …. Remember ….
 
Shari Marissa Nobile
March 22, 1991 - January 25, 2018
Age 26