I’m Fine (I’m Lying)
After a while, it gets a little harder to breathe..
After a while, I’m still too blind to see
Where my life is taking me
Is it taking me in the wrong direction?
After a while, this place still seems so dark.
And after a while, I’m still falling apart.
After a while, will it get any easier?
Cuz right now, I’m losing.
Please, let this be a dream.
Let me escape these memories
Alright, alright?
Cuz I’m sick & I’m tired
Of saying that I’m fine, I’m fine
I’m lying
Maybe next year, things will start to be clear
Maybe next year, all my pain will disappear
Maybe then, I’ll be taken from here
Cuz as of right now, I’m taken over by fear
Every now & again, I try to stay strong
But my pain in miles is so damn long
The only choice that I have is to keep hanging on
& maybe next year, this will all just be a song
So please, let this be a dream.
Let me escape these memories
Alright, alright?
Cuz I’m sick & I’m tired
Of saying that I’m fine, I’m fine
I’m lying
Someday this storm will turn into rain
Then, the rain will end & the sun will shine again
Cuz I believe
The wetter the storm
The better the outcome
So please, wake me from this dream.
Let me escape these memories
Alright, alright?
Cuz I’m sick & I’m tired
Of saying that I’m fine, I’m fine
I’m lying
Ya, I’m sick (I’m sick) & I’m tired (so tired)
Of saying that I’m fine, I’m fine, I’m fine, I’m fine
I’m lying..
-Tori Russell
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Comments
Your not Alone in your quest for peace, the majority of people suffer in silence everyday and I know that doesn't make you feel any better, trust me when I say this, as time goes by and you begin to age, you will forget the depression because you just won't care, I suggest you read the " power of now " by echart Tolle, it's a fantastic book that has helped me in my most darkest of days.
Be strong, continue to write, continue to ignite the flame and burn away your pain.
Love and light.
Wow. Thank you so much, Gerard! I appreciate your words and I will definitely check out the book.