I'M SORRY

It haunts me every single second
Of every single day, these memories in my mind
Seem to never go away, I try honestly I do
But I am left broken and damaged all because of you
I still remember that day in the back of the car
You told me you were getting put behind bars, I felt so numb
Why would you even do this mum.

Every time I look back I can still see you there
The memories in the prison are the only ones that we share
It's so unfair that because of your mistakes i'm paying the price
Tell me how on earth can that possibly be alright.
I've turned into this selfish, horrible kid, just because I was left so damaged
Over everything that you did.
Imagine sitting in a room alone at night
I open my book and I write and write
You may be gone in sight but you're always in my mind
But for some reason you are so blind , you think you did nothing wrong
This pain has been in my life for so long

I can never let go ... I'm sorry.