An Indiscreet Love Diary

Longing, today, I saw him again, this time at the coffee shop

Across, the street, as I sat in my SUV and watched

Stalking him, he doesn't even know I exist, though indiscreet

My body breaks out in a frantic sweat, so sweet

For I can almost smell his manly scent, it takes my breath

As I write for months, in every line I find you, a teenage crush

Every page is like a repeat, a fantasy, our love making

As I write each word, each sentence, each line, within this diary

It is heated, melting my heart, naked. though blinded love, I blush

I may never know how you really feel, until one day, I no longer write

Instead, I'll run into you accidently, I'll see you at the local bank

I'll drop my wallet by mistake, you'll pick it up, hand it to me

Our eyes connect, an intercourse stare, the moment we dare

Then he'll invite me for a cup of coffee, at the village inn

We will be so attracted, like magnets, the magic not pulling away

I'll invite him to my place, that evening, I'll wear nothing but black sheer lace

After a chinese dinner, we hold hands and I begin to quiver

He will gently touch my face, then pull me into him, and we kiss

I now, quit writing this, for my love's sin ends in bliss

As I end this note taking, so ends my wasted ink in life

A sweet discretion, a true young lover's confession

A love that never was, just imaginary lust, forsaking

A lonely diary filled with empty note taking

So ever indiscreet