It Hurts

You were the drug to keep me going
You were secretly an addiction
Without me knowing
Without you there I feel lost and numb
I needed you to ease my mind
I pushed you away
Out of my life

I miss our talks
I think of the times you were there
I can’t even bring myself to hate you
I knew that you would always care
I loved you with every inch of my soul
When you left 
I felt like I fell into a black hole

I miss the tone of your voice
I miss you brushing my hair
I replay the times you were there
It hurts.