" IT,S ALL DOWN TO YOU !?" X ( TOUGH LOVE )

" YOU, HAVE DRAINED EVERY OUNCE OF LOVE FROM ME !
WHEN ALL I HAVE DONE IS GIVEN IT AWAY FOR FREE
BEEN YOUR TEACHER, YOUR MUMMY & YA DADDY
& DONT UNDERSTAND, WHY YOU TREAT ME SO BADLY?
BUT, THAT IS THE CASE, VERY SADLY !!
BEEN YOUR NURSE, GIVEN YOU ALL IN MY PURSE
MAYBE I AM UNDER ,SOME KIND OF CURSE?
AFTER A LONG 27 HOURS OF LABOUR
& NINE  MONTHS OF MATERNITY
THAT WAS ONCE FILLED ,WITH SUCH PURITY
GIVEN MYSELF , WITH YOU AS MY CHARITY
OUR RELATIONSHIP ,HAS BECOME A CATASTROPHE
AS YOU NEVER DID , QUITE REACH MATURITY?
YOUR STILL CAUSING PAIN FOR YOUR MUMMY
YOUR STILL SPITTING OUT YA OLE DUMMY!!
MAKING FOLK THINK, THAT YOUR JUST SCUMMY?
I AM YOUR MUM, NOT THE BLOODY ENEMY
WHY HAS IT ALWAYS BEEN, YOU V,S ME ?
THE FIGHT IS OVER, YOU HAVE THE VICTORY
I LONG AGO, RAN OUT OF SYMPATHY
& THE VIOLINS ,PLAYING THE SAME OLD SYMPHONY!
IVE BEEN SO DESPERATE FOR SOME CLARITY
I NEED FOR NOW, TO RECHARGE MY MUM BATTERY
I HAVE NO STRENGTH LEFT INSIDE OF ME
& HAVE HAD TO PROTECT MY OWN SANITY!
SO FOR NOW, I WILL ENJOY BEING FREE
BEFORE I END UP DOING TIME FOR THEE?
I HAVE EARNED SOME PRECIOUS ...ME TIME !
I,VE HAD TO DRAW, SOME KIND OF LINE 
BEFORE I TOO, COMMIT SOME KIND OF CRIME
WHERE HAS MY BABY GIRL GONE?
THAT WAS ONCE SO SUBLIME !
WHO I TOTALLY ADORED AT ONE TIME
YOU NO LONGER , FEEL LIKE PART OF MY FAMILY
YOUR BRANCH HAS SNAPPED OFF THE FAMILY TREE
AFTER WELL OVER A QUARTER OF A CENTURY
I,VE CUT THE UMBILICAL CHORD THAT TIES ME TO YOU 
I NEED FOR NOW, TO REMOVE THE INVISIBLE GLUE
THAT IS SUFFOCATING ME, BECAUSE OF YOU !
IM NOT APPRECIATED, FOR ANYTHING THAT I DO !
& TREATED LIKE SHIT, ON THE SOLE OF YOUR SHOE
IM TIRED OF BEING HURT, & TREATED LIKE DIRT
IM NO LONGER BEING TREATED LIKE YOUR DOOR MAT
YOUR NO LONGER GETTING AWAY WITH THAT!
OR TALKING TO ME , AS IF IM A TWAT?
YOUR ALMOST 28, YOUR NOT FUCK N 2
& THE ONLY PERSON IN YOUR WORLD
THAT EVER MATTERS ,IS YOU ??
IM BECOMING ASHAMED & EMBARRASSED TOO
YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS. THAT YOU URGENTLY NEED TO DO?!
DAUGHTER ..AM I FINALLY GETTING THROUGH?
& NOW THE REST.....IS ALL DOWN TO YOU ?
WE SEEM TO HAVE BOTH COME OFF, OF OUR COURSE
& IF I COULD , I WOULD WANT A CHILD DIVORCE 
BECAUSE OF THIS SITUATION ,THAT YOU HAVE FORCED
UNLESS YOU CAN FIND,SOME KIND OF REMORSE
MY TOUGH LOVE.. IS WHAT I WILL HAVE TO ENFORCE !?"

Tracy Timothy xx