J.D.C
This is the last time I will write to youÂ
Because I know now the pain won’t go awayÂ
No matter how many times I tell you
I don’t want this to be your last dayÂ
See, it doesn’t matter what I sayÂ
You never listen anywayÂ
I want you to be the brother I remember
The one who played with me
And helped me learn about lifeÂ
And taught me to be the best I can beÂ
But I don’t think he exists anymoreÂ
As I’ve said beforeÂ
Christmas will be here soon
But you may not even be alive by thenÂ
It’s unquestionably always a gambleÂ
All I can do is pray AmenÂ
I genuinely wish you could see from someone else’s eyesÂ
We can see through your meanness and most of your liesÂ
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We have to see you beaten, bruised, and hurtÂ
I have to see you, and it breaks my heartÂ
But hey who cares, right?Â
You sure as hell don’tÂ
I’d like to say I hate youÂ
Is there any good it’ll do?
Is there anything I can say?
I mean anything at allÂ
I’d give up my own lifeÂ
If it’d help you in any way overallÂ
Whenever I cry it’s not because I love you
It’s because you don’t love me tooÂ
I know it’s too much and you won’t read it all
So I’ll leave it at thisÂ
We know you’re already goneÂ
Your body is here, but your soul is an abyssÂ
I hope to see you again, maybe one day in heavenÂ
Even if it’s only for that one second
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Harley, this is such a heartbreaking write. I hope your brother is okay and gets away from whatever it is that is keeping him away from you. I really felt every word in this. Hugs x