Jealous

I’m jealous of all your one night stands . I’m jealous of all your dates you ask out to breakfast. I’m jealous because even if it’s for the moment and not another ..it’ll be one more that I’ll never have. 

I’m jealous that you touch her even if it’s temporary because atleast  she gets to feel you one last time. I’m jealous that you get to fill her up and feel her warmth because it’s not me.

I’m jealous of every conversation that you have with them because even if it’s fake for moment..it’s still one less we will
share.

Im jealous that you hold them after sex. You gave away my hug and you knew I was cold.

Today I wore your favorite perfume and I smelled like cotton candy from Bath & Body works. Remember? That pink bottle I bought and stocked up on? Did she smell like me too?

Tell me did she laugh at your jokes afterwards and listen to you vent about work afterwards?

Do they? 

I’m jealous.