JENNA MAE {MY DAUGHTER}

When I woke up this morning I felt it all around me, the silence of a cold year that has past and left me lonely.  The more I try to fix the more you put up a fight and resist. Will there be a light at the end of my tunnel vision, all I see is you and all the hopes and dreams we'd be living through. I've had my fair share of heartache, but each moment that passes without you my heart just breaks. I don't know how much I can live without you, clearly this is to much to take. Fake it till  you make it I heard them say your going about this in the wrong way. Stuck in a year of detention I overheard her mention when she's lost I feel so invisible she pays no attention and all we have in common now is the tension. I wish I could find a cure for this diseased relationship put the pain behind us and get back to the way we once were. All I ever prayed for was a life with you, nine months of hardships till October 24th came and you passed through. You drew your first breath out of my womb and into my nest. I know at times things were a mess but I need you to know I never backed down from the test. I did what I had to do, I only thought with my heart I thought I did what was best for you, clearly I was wrong cuz today marks one year since you've been gone. Ill take all the advice I can to fix this, bring you back into my life right my wrongs so I can safely tuck you back into my arms hold you tight and thank God for helping us make this right........