jue

time has passed time draws near
didn't know u yet knew u were their
never seen u yet I grew to need u
knew I'd keep u safe an sound keep ur dad round
dreamed of how much would change I wasent fazed
nothing I wudnt do to get trew to meet u
didn't think a walk cud change it all
5 drunks me a target of em all 4  Wat I'll never know
40 mins went by kicks punches bottles over head 
I pleaded plz I'm pregnant as u all kicked stomach puts me
no1 came to help thougthough many stood by 2 watch 
nothing cud prepared me 4 tat night next days went by in a blur 
I blamed myself didn't cry still in denial
6 wks passed a & e infected needed surgery
now 2 add salt in2 injury cysts on ovary my age losing faith
July came positive again very short lived like not even 5vwks
so I blame me I didn't protect u now I can't even make past 3 wks
I'm defeated ageing I never met u but I eventually callecalled u angel
anger boils in me I cry today as soon I aura met u and u aura needed me 
not me empty cradle needing you s child I never on wall i have is time I felt u as I grew 
will I get trew tis r b Barron I do not know 
nothing I wudnt do to know why ppl can b so ugly andc4cmen their too 
I am obsessed with pregencey yet God does not let it b 
I ask u plz give me a healthy baby plz 
seems as I thought on Wat I'd name u tradeggy was waiting to take u from my life
short lived but God knows how much I'd a personally give 4 u 2 live now all I got is emptiness an achen heart never met part a me and ur dad 
rip