Life and Death

Waking up every morning thinking where should i go
Where will this life take me, why am i stuck on this road 
Brought into this world, thrown into the pits of despair 
Taught to be godly, stay away from hell but it feels like i'm already there
Like i'm stuck in a cage, all alone, going insane
With no company apart from my mind, wondering what i became
Now this road's filled with pain wishing i could go back
Unlearnt everything i was told so i can pave my own path
Trying to figure out the consequence of the choices i made
Thinking death is the answer in this game i have played
Convinced my life is an accident, why else am i here
Told to act like a man, stay strong and never show fear
If only it was that easy, maybe the end wouldn't be near
Stuck in a war between life and death, write a final letter while i shed this last tear