Crying On The Inside

There's a lot going on beneath my empty smile
Crying on the inside, emotions running wild
Thinking to myself why should i live
In this world where i fail to believe that life is a gift
Thinking the only answer to life is death
Looking on the inside, struggling to keep my mind in check
Trying to stay on top of things but my mind gets the best of me
Seems i won't be content until the grave reads rest in peace
Got me thinking that my life is a curse
Find a way to save myself before i'm in the back of a hearse
I've always heard that life is a test
But what's waiting at the end for me, What's the meaning of death
A time when i'm finally at peace with myself
Letting go of all my worries as i take my last breath