Fighting a Mental War

I spend days wondering who's really on my side
Late nights, cold sweats, what reason is there to fight
Look ahead towards the future can't even crack a smile
Too focused on the past emotions running wild
Alone with my thoughts trapped inside my mind
Losing my sanity, it's just a matter of time
Until i decide to take my life, Just to end the pain
You know what they say, life is just a game
Struggling to maintain while trapped inside this cage
Wake up in the morning and fight this mental war
If i'm not here in the night something has gone wrong
Feelings taking over, take me out this place
Erase these memories so i can face another day