Limbo

My eyes were always cloudy 
You couldn’t see past them
No matter how hard you tried
There was always a storm in my eyes
My eyes were grey and gloomy
Although they should’ve been blue
But I couldn’t predict the rain
So how could you?

But then I thought
I dread everyday and
Its painful to be awake
The only time I’m at peace
Is when I’m asleep
Even your littlest touch
Is just becoming too much
And whats the point of life
If you’re not enjoying it right?

It’ll never change
Getting fucked up for the hell of it or
Getting fucked up to numb the hell of it
I’ll be stuck in this limbo forever
But will it take us together?

-O.D-