living in a nightmare
The time has come again where my once lifted spirit Ā turned into something bad. . All i want is to be happy, but yet im so sad. Disappointed on all these wasted years. Broken over all these tears My heart feels like a cage My body is the art of your rage. My mind is so confused Most of the time i dont know what to do. Where do i go? Who will help? Do i sit around and play the hand that was dealt? Praying for a change that may not come Wanting to stop breathing Thy kingdom come Let The darkness unravel, the pain is straight torture, atĀ this point To get away from you i would walk through burning gravel I hate you and you hate me So why is it so hard to leave? How does it take this much strength to make it out the door,Ā And realize i don't belong here anymore All this pain i bear all these tears that are shed Its all my fault... That's what's always said. Everyone around me sees how hard i try. But because im not as good as you, you feel the need to make me cry Belittling me at every turn My hearts on fire and it really hurts. Im so strong but yet so weak Longing for this happiness i may never seek. All i want to do is walk away with my held high. But it seems the only option is just to die. No one will really care nor will they miss me. Im just a lost girl in this big world just trying to breathe..
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Hello Lynzi,
You're not alone, not at all. I think the same way. Some days are better than others but not many. I feel how passionate the words are. I can feel the pain. I hope you find your happiness. Never give up on the search, because we create our future, we create our new, and sister poet, there will be many who will come to support you. Don't give up, to give up on yourself is to give up on us (your fans) such a beautiful read.Ā