Missing my father

demonic,
how symbolic,
bloody tears,
heavy ears,
many hear,
that he's near,
many think,
that black is pink,
endless dreams,
but no sleep,
given hope,
having to cope,
dad dies,
sad ties,
mom decides,
to have pride,
i decide,
to have died,
inside,
emotional wreck,
gues thats that,
im'a freak,
who's to weak,
to move on,
to a brighter future,
as i miss my father,
my friend,
​my pal H.J