My Changed Body Morphology

Incrementally corporeal essence, here
to fore i.e. figurative spear
tire of mine, doth elicit despair
daily appall, thus I air

part tickle laurel lei objection
able bane, cuz this tear
rubble flabbiness a glare
ring anatomical feature, I swear

shape shifted into a dare
ridge hubble unsightly
bulge ballooning mere
lee (just south of nada so clear

lee belly button), where
former wash board abdomen veer
hilly subsumed by displeasing scare
really hated love handles glare

ring paunches noticeable, especially
when belly bare
adduce sing the culprit bing
one or more daring

pharmacological prescription eliminating
debilitating panic attacks,
albeit re: fashioning
my metabolism, but

necessary medications giving
immeasurable un bull heaving
relief to this generally
skeptical person instilling

joyus rapture, where
psychological state jitterbugging
(a slight bit of hyperbole,
I tango with) kickstarting

long overdue ability
to experience living
shorn of paralyzing anxiety,
yes every now and again

isolated heated flare ups making
stellar appearance, asper
when literal "NON
FAKE" pennilessness,

and a concomitant stress
inducing circumstance naming
management due to inspect
occupied apartment units

this next oncoming
week (October seventh -
thirteenth) inducing palpitating
heart, irritable bowel syndrome,

and non quitting
excessive (no pun intended -
heavy handed) perspiration,
but generally "speaking" quieting

torturous unbearable
woebegone raging
adrenaline hellishly riotous smiting
my body electric

condemning torturing
poisoning relentlessly (like
stinging scorpions) upending
many prime decades vice wrenching

yoking ambivalence nose zing
worthlessness toward
total mortal kombat!