My Demon's

Don't get to close
My Demon's are running around again
My body is their host
They don't wanna be your friend

I'm no sweet little girl
No not anymore
No longer a pearl
Not like i was once before

When day's grow dark
I can't get out of my head
It's over from the start
​The Demon's are already fed

Fed on my insecurities
My dead mind going numb
There is no longer purity
No one knows what i have become

Apparently I'm seen as vulnerable
That I'm more of a liability
No this sort of thing is not recoverable
Even I know I have no stability

All my life I have worn my heart
Proudly on my sleeves
Back then I wasn't all that smart
But now I'm smarter anyone believes

I was once weak, spineless
A perfect target for everyone to use
They mistook my shyness for politeness
I held on through all the abuse

Back then my Demon's were barried deep
Their the ones who dug them from the grave
They have awoken now their skindeep
You know they love to misbehave

Sad to say I was only fourteen
When I learned my Demon's were better friends
It was an adrenaline rush, like i was on morphine
Couldn't feel the pain. Amazing how it never ends

That sweet little girl died that day
Y'all never knew, I wore that mask so proudly
From then on I had nothing left to say
I sat back and watched so profoundly

My Demon's as my eyes
Jotting down note after note
Seeing through everyones lies
At the same time keeping me a float

Not all Demon's are the same
Some will drive you out of your mind
Most play you as their favorite game
Where as mine just keeps me on this grind

Don't let their love for me fool you
I'm the only one they give a fuck about
Mess with me they tear you in two
After all, I'm the one they can't live without