"My Hand to The Father"

"I am slowly,
dismantling my brain,
to find in it,
the start of this pain,
that made me use,
every mind altering drug,
that I so daily abused,
because I am striving for a change,
I am sick and tired of being completely deranged.

I am going to be sober,
and live for what matters most,
instead of stumbling through life,
like I am already a ghost,
and though I may falter,
I know God is here to help me win,
against my battle over drugs,
and my addiction to sin!"