MY INNOCENCE

You're there when I close my eyes
You're there when I open them too
My mind can't be free from you
No matter how much I try, and trust me I do
I feel like my mind won't reject you
Like you rejected me, you say things will be fine
But how the hell can they be?
You make out i'm the bad guy and you're right
You were never there to comfort me as I cried for you at night
You left me heartbroken and scared
I had you there for a while but you never cared
I was just 3 years old when you walked away 
You never even turned to say goodbye
Maybe if you did you would have seen your little girl cry
My  innocence was taken from my soul
My heart turned as dark as a piece of coal
I never thought of you growing up
You missed so much stuff
My first day of school you weren't there
Please give me an answer of why you didn't care
Was I that bad?
But it was the best thing you ever did
I have my dad who fills my heart with joy
He makes me feel loved and makes me feel secure
Mum its taken 16 years to move on from this heartache
But I can finally say
I don't need you anymore.