My version of

Runaway Train.
There is no tracks. 

Called my name, there's talking in the nights, they light the fires without a light.. 

Unfortunately you were there.
I could see you burning. 

I had the key, but nothings turning. 

I was innocent, they twisted my mind. 

So depressed at times that I couldn't even speak. 

So many dead whispers that I couldn't keep. 

Promised myself I wouldn't be weak, a freak.. one more promise broken in a week. 

It seems no one wants to help anyone now. 
Or believe that there's no earth no sky. 
No support or sympathy, dear lord what did you do to me. 

Or maybe I think too deep. 
I guess that's why I die in my sleep. 

All those bad things I chose to keep. 
Why does everyone have to weep. 
Dear Santa all I want is eternal sleep. 

Hold on everyone, cause I'm sorry but, there's no way out. 

In these times every press release shouts, and leads the population astray. 

So many things.
I should not say. 
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Runaway train thier is no track. 
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In these days there's bends in the facts, seems like I should be somewhat, somewhere, somehow, someone who should neither care nor fear. 

Neither hear discussing the story's discusting, so many,,, farting and a fussing.

Hunny what's really worth you while, when...... you remembered___when you smiled, all those harsh lessons , that make it all worthwhile. 

Runaway train is this only my pain. 
Doesn't every person feel the same way. 

How on earth did people get jaded, my life's a mystery, that appeared on painting, of the crying boy, memories that never faded. 

I can visit where no living go. 
I know secrets that I shouldn't know. 

Here I am I've drowned in the rain, always had a key to the the runaway train. 

And everyone feels cut or sigh. 

Grim reaper is night, mother dearest caused pain lightning strikes in the sky. 

Some parts of contortion , I  don't want to believe in. 

Runaway train burning up the tracks, of the memories, I don't want back. 

Wrong speakers are getting the nation's nowhere. 

To me I want to take off, out of here. 

Sometimes individuals are neither treated  fair or their. 

No need to buy a ticket, its in your veins, like a mad thought laughing at the same. 

A little innocent, but touched, a little in pain. 

Just easier than expressing the insane. 

Runaway train, stirring up my insights, why is everything such a fight. 

Seems like I shouldn't be judged by who's got my back.
 
Wrong opinions....... on a one way... mind  track. 

Why aren't I an important someone. 

All  this sadness hasn't got my back. 

Runaway tears, not getting me noticed, only ripped up my brain. 

I run away but abuse will follow you just the same. 

Runaway train im falling off my own tracks, I want to save the truth but I have to see the impurities of the facts. 

Runaway train, why did they burn my pride, it's not fair I wanted to be, a living/ dead girl bride. 

Runaway train I never should have been treated that bad. 

But I refuse to always be sad. 
Do, diddid, do, dadda, didda 

I've seen the horrific like  every else.. 

I've released what I can, now I'm  jumping off from the train.

Hope I land under the tracks that already squished the blame. 

Just wish it would also not feel ashamed. 

Runaway thoughts of all the insulting things that are done.
 
Shouldn't I have been a perfect beginning for a long happy train of thoughts to cure sickness rust in the tracks of past. 
Sorry hunny but nothings built to last. 

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