Numb

I'm sad but I can't feel I want to cry but I can't deal it's the end of the night and I lost my fight but for you I'd risk it all even though I can't fall you used to tell me sweet words how a dove flies amongst birds. I loved you and you loved me. Just as well the poison I took it left me shook I'll tell you goodbye but my goodbye is a lie to this world I'm tied no matter how much I lied, my love carries on even when I'm gone. But I'll tell you so long and how I don't belong you'll tell me how much you need me but the real me you don't see, I feel my heart is cold and we just keep growing old. A lighting bolt hit me just let me be. I stand on a ledge dodging the feelings in my head leaving me on the edge. I can't stand you and I love you too. Kill me slowly love me boldly tell me you need me, it's a lie and we both know it.