A numb heart

Grabbing, biting, kissing, touching. 

And the saddest thing of all you ask? 

I felt nothing.

it was rubbing a numb rubbing 

because I have a numb heart 

His legs Intertwined with mine

Pushing against me 

Thrusting me 

As if he was trying to push his love inside

His bodies movements crying out love me please

And mine crying. 

Because I'm sad, all I want to do is love 

But my heart won't let anyone in 

Anymore 

I'm sorry I cry