On the nod .

Brother I love you so . Your asleep on your feet , noding off standing in my doorstep . I want you to have many years to go . But sleep eludes you , watching over your sleep apnea wife . She's getting forgetful and your getting very tired , you tell me you'll sleep when you're dead . On the nod , my heart worries out to you . I say positive things , but understand your struggles are in the to hard basket . You nod off while I am talking to you at my table . I just want to put you into bed and let you sleep for days . I just want to take away the hard times and loss you have encountered .But I can't . Your  on the  nod . Nod well my hero don't drive into a tree . I would like to wipe your slate clean . But know I will have to do as I have before kneel at your feet , honor you . Others see drug addicts . I see my wonderful brother and his say it , as it is wife  ,brother my hero  who saved my life, helped  this lion by star sign have her nine lives . Thank you very much for noticing me , taking the beatings for me . After all the aaàah I understand why you nod .