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I can't say anything much 
Nothing much can bring little hope
Even though we plan out these in each verse, 
It's like you don't have the nerve to actually rehearse. 
To make sure that our words are actually worth
Saying
Displaying 
Plenty of ways of affection
Even though it could happen you'll stand under the spotlight of correction
I never thought a heart could be more open 
More willing to be coveted. 
And even though that's a sin
There's no telling what situation I'll end up in. 
Weather I'll be what makes amends 
Or in the definition of me being me
I'll finally see 
The glorification on these lines 
How they define
Me
Me as an operating system 
Me as a simple operation 
And now here I am in contemplation 
I now hope this evaluation 
Will clear my motivation 
As I write 
While you read these all those fights 
They don't matter anymore 
I hope it's what keeps you moving on forever more 
Through the doors of eternity 
And not give up at the first thing you see 
Don't give up 
For me 
Cause I'm still here and I could've been lost in the sea
With mermaids and whales drifting alongside me 
But.....
It's funny how those strives 
Turn into the funny rhyming lines 
For someone to read from time to time