perfectly placed

my brain is bleeding and I cant see
my chaotic madness starts consuming me
today I sit in my here and now
life rushing by just as I allow
as I watch other people living
I think of what else I could be giving
but I let my whole world fall apart
doing permanent damage to my heart
but I deserve the pain I own
I took from them my loving home
I fell apart with innocence watching
not knowing how much their hearts im botching
the drugs I used to take would numb
a choice now looking back was dumb
but none of that can be erased
their anger I know is perfectly placed.

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Hello Jamie, this is good man, but I keep hearing it in my head as something that would be great as a live piece... You ever record yourself reading your work... Take good care:
hello good man,
I haven't ever recorded myself and I really haven't let many people read anything I wrote until recently. I wouldn't even know where to go to read my stuff out loud! you take care also