Perhaps

  I  Stepped out of my soul only to be filled by a blank space...taking advice from shadows trying to find myself but it seems I've vanished without a trace.     
 Forever I sink but perhaps I am not as shattered as these words make you think.
Perhaps nobody hurt me as you did and maybe the moon pulled you away from me and took you home to the beautiful universe in which you belong.
A part of you resides in my heart and soul forever but I had to pick myself up and swim before I drown..i brushed off the dirt and walked higher then I ever have before so for that I thank you..yet every part of me wishes for you to want me..
Do you see what your doing to Me?
Back and forth I go in between every raindrop and Ray of light that nearly touches me..the distance remains and eventually it all goes away until one day I see your face.
 and it floats back to the surface...over and over i go through this and I say "i" because there is no we...you cannot feel me..you cannot agree and at least you don't seem to mind...but I know..i know it kills you on the inside you just refuse to let it shine...
And I place no blame..the destiny is to deal and I have scars to prove I've grown and healed...so keep my heart and perhaps my destiny will be revealed.