Pretty Again

I'll do anything to make myself feel pretty again
Cause you scarred me and made me forget I was pretty within
My friends told me I should have left you that 1st time you cheated, I swear I should have listened, cause look you did it again
What is it? Is it cause I ain't fit like these other girls?
Sorry I ain't perfect and thick like these other girls
But I did everything for you that the others didn't
I was even there when your family was acting different
And I still got cheated on... I guess I wasn't pretty enough
I bet she had bigger boobs and an ass like a Brazilian
I was already insecure now I just feel shitty as hell
You got me looking in the mirror trying to analyze my figure
Telling myself I'll never be good enough for no man
You know why I trust no man? Cause even my Father left my life.
Damn, but you? I cared for you, I was always there for you
When life was looking rough I was always here for you
Shed a couple tears for you, made a couple prayers for you
Hoping you would change one day
But no you never did and you never will
You just love getting around like a Ferris wheel
Destroying my self esteem and you don't care how I feel
I have completely changed because of this shit
My heart is cold now, your the one to blame for this
My next Relationship I promise I'll be trained to look for this shit
Cause now I'm thinking like a man so I don't get played like a fool
I lost myself, I been smoking more and drinking again
Partying every night and randomly sleeping with men
Cause I just wanna fucking feel pretty again!