Problems

What are my PROBLEMS?

Everyday when I wake up, I'm known to make everyone laugh

To let my mind go off and keep away my past

I can't make everyone laugh but at least I made their day

They lean in close and listen to every word I have to say

I walk into the store and all I get are looks

Whos is that? Why is she here?

I wanna have a hero to save me from my shame

To lift me up and take me away from my pain

I wat all day, self conscious about my body

Scared what the strangers will think and say

I stand in the store line and pick up the blue cheese and ask

"How much money have I got for this to be off my task?"

The man just shrugs and walks away

And I'm just there with nothing else to do with my day

I can ignore real life questions by telling my bad jokes

I can pus away my thoughts by crying with joy

I don't think I can handle this all now

I don't want to do this right now

I can place a fake smile on my face and scream my head off

But no one can tell me anything than nothing

I do this just to make your day

But I seem to never get my way

I keep this up just for you

Nothing came in mind instead but you

I thought I could do this every hour

But instead I lost all my power

You're the crowd who makes me crumble apart

You're the reason I'm at the start

And though I never purchased my blue cheese yet

I still have the glorious sun set

And I'll tell you this again

Yes, everyday I end up making 1,000 sins

I just need a break once in awhile

I want to have a brother

Wo will give me his cash so I can buy me some blue cheese

But I don't have one who will do so

Did I make you laugh?

Did this all end up to be trash?

I just wanna be your spark

The reason why your heart ain't no longer dark

I wouldn't have gotten into this problem if I knew it would end up like this

Won't complain or ever start a fit

I could have gotten half of this right now

Sorry I wasted your time...

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