Questions in my head

There are questions in my head
Endlessly running through my mind

Sometimes makes me calm
(But) mostly drives me mad

Why I was born?
Will I live forever?
(Or) Shall I be torn?

May I look for a life?
(Or) Die where I stand?

Should I be glad?
(Or) stay ungratefully bad?

Am I going to be free?
(Or) Will I forever be trapped?

Is it flowers that I see?
(Or) Is it all lifeless sand?

Is it love that I seek?
(Or) I just need a loving hand?

Should I let myself to be seen?
(Or) Hide in darkness banned?

Can I ever find happiness?
(Or) I'll always end being sad?

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