Raw Waves

The strongest I've ever felt,
The weakest I've ever been,

Heart too hot to melt,
Carry me within the wind,

Life like a marathon I feel the need I have to sprint,

Run away with me....
....let my words be the journey,
Through history and future unearthing a yearning,

I turn within circles then emerge as a wordsmith,

A word-slinger licking shots,
serving my purpose,

I need you more than I ever did,

My essence in a flesh vessel,
Held in with a leather lid,

Honesty I've never felt,
Loving that I never get,

A champion without his belt,
Busting every single rib,

There's something in this nothingness that makes me feel alive,
I wish I knew what the substance is,

Every time I feel to bucket kick,
I see a message in the sky that says I've got a lot to give,

If I ain't right then maybe nothing is....
....Why suffer for a lover?
Maybe to define what loving is,

But does that then mean their love you get....

....If you ain't getting what you give you're bound to keep on suffering.