Same Conversations

I've had the same conversation
Word for word
A million times
It's as if when the lights dim
And her hair is pushed back
I fall into the stream
Of repetition.
I've echoed my tones
Spit my sophistications
Waved my hands
And created the fire of annihilation.
For life in the cell
I ran through her hell
Keeping my empty promise
Leaving my lies honest,
I've had the same conversation
A million times
It always ends the same
Pussy stains my breathe
After the chase
I sit, look into her eyes and contemplate death.