Scarred reflection
Mirror's harsh gaze, a cruel scrutiny,
Dissecting every flaw, each imperfection I see.
The scars that adorn this canvas of flesh,
Reminders of pain, a tapestry of mesh.
I trace the lines, these marks of survival,
Yet all I feel is disgust, a loathing revival.
The stories they tell, of battles hard-fought,
Are overshadowed by the hatred they've brought.
This vessel, this body, a prison I loathe,
A constant reminder of the suffering I've clothed.
The curves, the angles, the parts I despise,
Fuel the inner critic, the voice that decries.
"You're not enough," it whispers, a venomous hiss,
"Unworthy, unlovable, a life built on this?"
Self-hatred consumes, a raging wildfire,
Burning away any semblance of desire.
To love myself, to embrace this scarred form,
Seems an impossible task, a battle to overcome.
For in these marked valleys, these hills of dismay,
I've lost the beauty, the light paved the way.
Yet, in the depths of this self-loathing abyss,
A glimmer of hope, a truth not to dismiss.
These scars are not flaws, but badges of honor,
Reminders of strength, a resilience to ponder.
Each mark, each line, a story etched in grace,
Of battles conquered, of demons I've faced.
They are not imperfections, but proof of my might,
A warrior's journey, a reclamation of light.
So, I'll learn to embrace these scarred reflections,
To see them as beauty, not sources of dejection.
For in their existence, a power resides,
A testament to the spirit that forever abides.
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Comments
What strikes me the most about these poems that you write, apart from the courage you have shown, is their construction. They run the gamut of emotions but they always finish on a positive note and that is exactly how it should be. What victims of abuse need to remember, and it is sometimes hard, as I know myself, is that we are not to blame.Â
"To love myself, to embrace this scarred form" expresses this superbly and yet that is exactly what you must do and it has to come from within. "They are not imperfections but proof of my might." Exactly so.Â
Your honesty but more than that, you shine out from the page of your writing. You are worthy of that self love.Â