Self-tested,,, Self-Inflicted,,, Self-Solving

Problems pileup now
As high as the eyes can see
I'm being tested

Temptation calls me
The pain is so much to bear
I'm being tested

Solutions not clear
Normally I run away
I'm being tested

I decide to change
I cannot remain the same
I'm being tested

I avoid the bar
I refuse to start drinking
This is a good start

I'm being tested
Normally I quickly fail
I desire good change

Only time will tell
Whether I pass or I fail
I'm testing myself

I'm glad I'm sober
As high as the eyes can see
Solutions pileup

I'm being tested
I don't feel so overwhelmed
I'm glad I'm sober