She Carried My Sin

Your children will carry your sins
I was told
My sin was her curse & my consequence
I watched her fear & confusion
She was different & she knew it
Paranoid others could see what she was hiding
Discising acting a part
But I saw her
That was my consequence
I cried and begged for my sin to return to me
She had a mind Iike no other
She had little fear & extreme strength
Her thoughts were dark but her soul was bright
She knew, felt & loved a GOD that was never taught
She believed her way & cared for many
WHY HER WHY?
She lived in a world filled with illusions and voices
Voices with no faces
She couldn't ignore them
She carried my sin
A sin that he wouldn't forgive
A sin I couldn't make go away
I watched her fear & confusion
She told my truths
She told my worthlessness